Update part two....

We are now living in Logan and loving it!!! MIke has a job with Pepperidge Farms and likes it as well. He is on a line with the Goldfish crackers.... we all love. I have a new job with Hobby lobby and love it too. I don't know how i am going to stop myself from not spending my paycheck back on the place. Soo Many fun and cute stuff there. Seth is doing well in school! He is ready for it to be warm soo he can play outside. Amber will be back to live with us very soon... I have been getting myself ready for her return . I know she belongs with us and will do a lot better in Logan. So life seems to ge getting back in order for us. I have my Heavenly Father to Thank for all the our blessings coming our way. I also would not have gotten through the hard time without my dear friends and Family. I love you all...ANd I hope all is well with all of you!!

update...

Where do I begin........ Well for starters, Mike and I have moved back to Utah (Logan). All in one day we found a place to live and Mike found temp work with Gossner Foods. Mike is still looking for something permanate Though and is really considering going back to school full time. I have a job interview with Hobby Lobby on saturday to work part time, I hope i get this job...because we need it. My townhome is very nice with all the new modern upgrades. It feels wonderful having my own space again....and have been enjoying putting my home together. If you know me well...you know that i hate boxes and must have my home be in tip top shape. You wouldn't know that i just have moved in..... I am crazy like that! I am started to have a little more peace of mind..and be mindful of all the blessings we have recieved in the past months.

A food war break through with Seth.....

Can i just say, that I have been so proud of my Seth lately! He is going on Two weeks eating normal foods at the table with all of us. IT has not been easy i tell ya... their were times when i just wanted to give in. I know that consistency is the key. So no nuggets or fishsticks and such for dinner...only on a weekends. Oh, i forgot he is even eating his veggies too.

Job seeking is not being soo kind to us.....

MIke and I are going on Two months without employments...and are just soo frustrated with our luck! We have some leads that will bring us back to Utah....Mike is testing for at the end of the week. I hope one of these two places will be the one!
Here are some things Iam grateful for that keeps me going through the hard times..
1. I get to see and spend most of my day with Mike....Its bittersweet...but we have reconnected in our marriage.
2.. my kids are healthy and strong
3. my brother -in law and his wife for taking us in.....Thank you Karen, for your yummy dinners:)
4.my friends and family.... Thanks your for all your loving ears to hear me vent!
5.MY Church.... It has given me peace at this time.
6.FOr the system.... we would not have nothing if we didn't have it, ei... food and such.... Yes it's humbling....but hey, what are taxes for... he he!
7.Last but not least...MY Heavenly Father and The Savior....... I have faith that we will be lifting from this hardship. Heavenly Father hears our prayers and knows our desires. In his time, all things will prevail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Testimony So Sweet......

IN fast and Testimony today Seth bore his first Testimony. It was soooo cute!!! I am just sooo proud of him and his little spirit that is growing each day. He just doesn't know how much i learn from him. He helps me get to church when i just want to be lazy and not want to go. Anyway..after his testimony i asked him how he felt and he said," I feel very good inside...can i go again?" Times like this i just want him to stay the age he is and not grow up....because he is just so close to the spirit....but i know he has to grow up and experience life it self. I have faith that Seth will be a amazing man and will one day be very needed. I love him ...he is my pride and joy!!!

Finding a peace of mind...

Here is my check list to help me!

I. pray often
2. study the scriptures
3. smile a lot
4. count my blessings
5. stay possitive
6. good thoughts

Spiriually Fit and Physically Fit .....Go hand and hand, Right????

So every new year.... These two are always on my list to do. I never do both at the same time...so this time, i think i will do both to see if one or the other help me succeed. Today i attending church for the first time in months with Mike and Seth. It felt really good be there and start fresh. I am especially proud that Mike came to sacarament. We are working on baby steps with him. My physically fitness will begin on Tuesday ...when Seth is back to school....... and boy i can't wait for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish me well on my new endeavors... and good luck to all that have your new goals in line.
loves~~~ Suz